I got in! I'll probably wait and see what Clemson says before I make a decision, but they sent me this caribiner?!?



I'm so excited!

Wow I have no life.

Best weekend of my life. I lived in a cornfield with my best friend for 3 days. Nothing beats playing "infected" in a foggy cornfield until past midnight. Top that.

I'll pound you with some of my favorites. Pretty typical:




( A toothless dentist, a cop that kills. )

Ah, well. This was just what I needed. I have a whole new set of ambitions, friends, and college tees. I'm beginning to undress from the structure, but I find that I do not want to. I love Boston, these people, I want to stay forever. (Pictures soon.)

I have found my college. I am so deeply in love with Agnes Scott. I toured the campus yesterday, and I am 100% sure that there is no other place on earth that I would love attend more. It's an all women's liberal arts school with an excellent pre-med and arts program, and Decatur is just as quirky as Savannah. I want to go somewhere where I won't know anyone, where I can start new. It's exactly what I want from college, and I can't wait to go there, it's just too perfect.

This is what spring feels like:


Tan skins, color, overuse of the subjunctive tense, rough sketches, sneakers, flats, and shorter hemlines.

( g-l-a-m-o-r-ous )

On a funny note, while you're turning 17, I'll be turning 17 and a half. Ha!

dreamt i had joined the peace corps, but instead of sending me to bangladesh or india, they sent me to downtown l.a. i'm in l.a., and the peace corps lady tells me to erase graffiti. but i thought i was supposed to help people or teach english or something, i say. "no, your job is to erase... you shouldn't underestimate the importance of erasure." so i start cleaning the walls, only it's not the usual language i'm erasing, it's just these words in big letters: SEARCH RELEASE CLING FIND. i clean and clean, but nothing is erased and then i'm in palm springs at the sands motel, swimming in the kidney-shaped pool- and i think: why shape a pool like a human organ that handles waste? then my mom appears in a tree and says, "get out of that pool; your dad wants to camp, so the whole vacation is work!" and i say, "i can't. i'm swimming in a pool of tears."